So it's the last day of 2013 here, and it has been such a huge year of detour for me.
So I haven't been much of an active person on the internet since this year, because I've found my life more in the real world. I've graduated from my Diploma and being NEET at the moment while focusing on getting my driving license. Life this year has changed drastically than how it was back around five years ago where I used to be so active on the internet and having a lot of friends and keeping in touch with them, well yes internet was very important to me as a mean of communication with people around.
Early of this year until June was the most hectic months of my entire life time. I got into emotional breakdown and people were screwing a lot with me, I was so stupid back then and was so easy to being used.
I tried to get back up on my feet on June and have yet to recover until now, sure I moved on but the impact was so enormous it left scars onto me. However I wasn't alone, and never alone until now. But I stopped hanging out with a certain circle of friends now and I only hang out with a very few, around one or two. Most of people would be very lonely but it doesn't matter for me anymore. I found solitude within my partner and tried my very best to part ways with the past. It's like you're turning into a very different person than you were last time.
Now I found myself ranting less and less as every day goes by, I try opening my eyes and be grateful for what I have no matter how small the thing is, I try not to lose myself anymore. It's only for the best, I shouldn't be depressed for the things that have once made me happy but left me so sudden. It's a lesson for me, a sign to grow up. I am pretty sure no one remembers me but what the hell.
By the way, today is
He is two years older than me. May you have a great day and a great year, what a nice date for your birthday. Thank you for being a miracle of my life, thank you for showing me hope, thank you for just being there and smile at the hardest time.
Yumi ~ I know we haven't been together for God knows how long, but you're still here since our childhood, and thank you for the cosplay duet on CF day 1 ^^ I'll always miss you and you know that, I'm missing our memories so much I hope we can be together again one day. All the best in life.
You can keep track on me here since I am not that active on dA